Well, it�s happening again. And seeing that the dates align so well with this time last year, perhaps I shouldn�t be too worried... (Yeah right!)

There would be no worries if it was mere speculation that this was a possibility, but today I received some bad news: We have no real work to do until April.

APRIL!

What kind of project manager lets there be a six-month lapse in work?!

I�ll tell you what kind of project manager -- I have seven to choose from!

APRIL!

Gah!

So that was my day today. And now that I�m looking over my shoulder at every instance, there�s no time to write entries while at work. The business center I shell out for each month is getting my business tonight.

Don�t flatter yourselves. I also have to reopen accounts on HotJobs, Monster, and CareerBuilder with hopes that I have only a small gap between jobs. Ya know, if I indeed do end up losing my job.

Argh.

What�s scary about this is that I�m the least financially prepared I have been for this in years. Usually I have lots of floating time, but buying a house tapped those reserves bare. I�ve been building more and more up lately, but it�s still nowhere where I�d feel completely comfortable if I got laid off in the next few weeks.

Compound that with the upcoming holidays, and it looks like everyone�s getting a sack of coal this year because it�s cheaper than books, burned CDs, DVDs, or any of the usual holiday gift-giving fare.

Oh yeah. I could also give people Mary Kay stuff. I have plenty of that lying around the house -- Ha!

So, yeah. Today = Blah.
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